Rainy afternoon O_O

I am staying cuddled in bed, I am listening to Portishead, drinking a hot tea, the rain is pouring outside, I just watched Sid and Nancy, I feel strange... The only thing that is missing is a light head from some booze or pills. Well actually two things... it would be nice to have someone to cuddle with here with me. I really feel like staying in bed for two days at least with someone, getting drunk, watching some really good movies and making out, just feeling high on that feeling that comes with all these things usually...