Sunday, 30 November 2008

Classmates O_o

The other night I had a dream about my classmates from elementary school, we met again after so many years and suddenly we were children again and we were so happy about that, we all hugged each other. Next summer it will be ten years since we graduated elementary school, I hope to see them for a renunion!

About Christmas ^_^

Strangely this year I think I got my groove back, my Christmas spirit is finally back ^_^. The past few years I was like the Grinch, just wanted to get the whole thing over with. But this year I am all jolly, I want to listen to Christmas carols. I can't wait to go home and decorate the tree and help my grandmother prepare dinner and take out my little cousin for a walk while it will be snowing hopefully.
So yesterday I went Christmas shopping for my family and I actually enjoyed it! Three more weeks and we will be driving home. You know that Chris Rea song, Driving home for Christmas, I am listening to that. Most of the time I found it very cheesy, but now I just love it, it puts me in a great mood.
I love the smell of Christmas, it's a mixture of snow, pine, sparkles, chocolate cake with a hint of cinnamon and freshly baked bagels.
On Christmas Eve I always watch the Wizard of Oz after dinner and opening the presents. On the firts day of Christmas I wake up to the smell of the pine and I have cakes and look at my presents, which we always leave under the tree. This brings back so many memories.
Counting the days until then ^_^

Love, S.

No more drama >_<

Last night I decided that from now on the only thing that will matter is my well being. I know it sounds very selfish, but hey, that's me, a spoiled little princess and I'm not ashamed to admit it! =].
The first step will be very simple, no more dating, I am tired of that shit, honestly. Either they are out of my league or just plain stupid and I hate getting bored on a night out. I don't like boring guys, who would do anything for me, I am attracted to assholes, everyone knows it and that's just the way it will stay.
So starting today no more dating, not even with tattoo artists (big dissapointment I might add=[). I realised I'm better off alone, doing my things, learning, reading, enjoying the small things.
Can't wait to go home and spend Christmas with my mom and my grandparents ^_^. I hope it will snow!

Saturday, 29 November 2008

Stairway to heaven (or to the way out down in the underground station =])

Whenever I travel by tube in London and I use the escalators I always think of that Tom and Jerry episode, Heavenly Puss, when Tom goes to Heaven. He climbs the golden stairway of Heaven to the golden gates of the Heavenly Express. Unfortunately for Tom, the gatekeeper refuses the entry because he has persecuted Jerry all his life. However, if he can get a signature stating Jerry's forgiveness within an hour, a reprieve will be granted and he will be allowed through, otherwise he will be condemned to Hell, where Spike the Bulldog personified as the devil with a pitchfork awaits.

Fact: the longest stairway in London and in all Western Europe is at the Angel station, with a vertical rise of 27.4 m (90 ft) and a length of 60 m (197 ft).

The truth is that I am scared of escalators, but they fascinate me as well...

Tim Burton + Johnny Depp = <3

Tim Burton is my favourite director and Johnny Depp my favourite actor of all times. Together they make a perfect "couple".

Edward Scissorhands, Sleepy Hollow, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, Corpse Bride (Depp's voice), Sweeney Todd and now a movie to be released in 2010, the remake of Alice in Wonderland, starring Johnny Depp as the Mad hatter. Looking forward to seeing that one ^_^.


Wednesday, 26 November 2008

Tired >_<

I never felt so tired in my life and I didn't even party for 3 days in a row. I feel like I could sleep for days and days and still want to stay in bed for even more...



Tuesday, 25 November 2008

Rise and shine ^_^

The grumpy me had a good night sleep and is just fine now. It's such a nice sunny day again, I think I'll go to the park and read or maybe I'll just go out to the backyard and have a nice morning cocktail and relax or I can go Camden and hang out. So many options =]
The fortune cookie from Chinatown said that time is on my side and that I should cease worrying about the future. So I am doing that starting now, and if he comes back he is mine if not then he never was, his fuckin' loss, I'll be fine ^_^


Monday, 24 November 2008

Still grumpy >_<

Today I feel like this little character in the drawing... like the only sane person amongst all the insane idiots, or the only sane person amongst all the normal, boring people, or just alone in a crowd, misunderstood, left out, lost in my own thoughts... I just wanna break something, or hit someone or anything simlar to that... or some anger management sessions perhaps is what I need... O_O
Good night! ^_^

Grumpy >_<

I had enough of so many things, I don't feel free and I am sick and tired of the on and off relationships. So yeah, I guess just fuck you 'cause this time I am really moving on!

Cheers ^_^

Sunday, 23 November 2008

Rainy afternoon O_O

I am staying cuddled in bed, I am listening to Portishead, drinking a hot tea, the rain is pouring outside, I just watched Sid and Nancy, I feel strange... The only thing that is missing is a light head from some booze or pills. Well actually two things... it would be nice to have someone to cuddle with here with me. I really feel like staying in bed for two days at least with someone, getting drunk, watching some really good movies and making out, just feeling high on that feeling that comes with all these things usually...

Sick like Sid and Nancy... *_*

Love kills

Finally I watched Sid and Nancy. I just love it!!! Actually I can't think of any words to describe the feelings I have after watching it... Well, I know someone who appreciates this movie as much as I do and when I go home for the holidays I'm sure we will play our own little Sid and Nancy scenes...

Saturday, 22 November 2008

Chinatown *_*

We went to Chinatown today. It is a great place, really good food, cheap stuff, cute Asian boys with gorgeous haircuts, Hello Kitty, chopsticks, dragons, Chinese newsapers and so on. It was like we left London and landed in China straigh away O_O

Anyway it's an interesting place to visit.

Ni hao mates ^_^

Thursday, 20 November 2008

Confused is my middle name O_o

Why is it that I never know what my next step will be?

One day I have a totally clear plan, I go for it and then the next day I want something not by far similar to that...
One day I am in love, like head over heels in love, the next day I just want to be alone...
One day I feel happy, I think that my life is perfect, I enjoy the sunshine, I soak up every ray of it, but then again the next day all I want is to shut my blinds and stay in bed all day, cuddled between my blankets...
One day I feel like I want to hug everyone, I am nice to everybody, I am patient with the kids I love, the next day I think everyone can drop dead for all I care...
One day I want to go home and be with everyone who matters to me, the next day I want to stay and start a new life...
One day I am nostalgic and I am looking forward to new exciting things, the next day I wonder what the fuck I am doing in this world...
One night I love to get drunk and party all night, the next night I just want to stay sober in a corner and listen to music...
One night I want to be with boys, the next night I just want to stay in, watch a slasher and have nightmares...

No fuckin' way out of this state of mind O_o

Wednesday, 19 November 2008

Thoughts of the day... O_o

Live for the moment, such a clichee, but anyway that is what I do. The problem is that there comes a moment when you have to make choices, wether you like it or not. The choice you make will have an influence on your future, so there goes your live for the moment lifestyle right down the drain. God I hate being a grown-up! >_<

Another thing that has been on my mind is that you should never ever allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option...

Cheers, I am going to the park to read my Andy Warhol book, it's such a sunny day, love it ^_^

Sunday, 16 November 2008

About perfumes *_*

There are so many perfumes, it is almost impossible to choose the fragrance which suits me the best. Every perfume I have reminds me of boys, parties, places, walks, special days... I always keep a bit in the bottom of every perfume bottle so that when I smell it I can go back in time and relive those moments when I was wearing that certain perfume. I wear Chanel now, Madmoiselle, it has been my favourite fragrance for more than a year now. I didn't even use my other perfumes, only the Chanel, but I have to get a new one. I have to choose between a totally new one or one I had before. Tough choice, but still I think I would like to get the Pure Poison fom Dior, again... reminds me of a great summer at the seaside two years ago, it would give me daydreaming material for the rainy London days...

Note: the new Paco Rabanne guy is like *_*


Friday, 14 November 2008

Groovy baby, it's almost the weekend ^_^

Since I graduated college the weekdays are not quite like the weekends anymore, so my weekends became something sacred for me. I live for the weekends and for parties, they keep me alive. Can't wait to go out tonight, the Lock again, with the cute bartenders *drool*, white wine, indie and electro... This is everything I need at the moment ^_^
So cheers mates, updates soon =]

Love, S.

Thursday, 13 November 2008

Household chemicals >_<

I fuckin' hate household chemicals, they give me a headache and they make me nauseous. I hate to use them, I am convinced that they are incredibly bad for my health. It's unbelievable how much of them they use here in the UK. There are hundreds of chemicals for everything. And they just say, oh these are just everyday household chemicals, it's not like you have to inhale them or get your skin into contact with them, but that is just not true. You inhale them anyway and it gets in contact with your skin even if you wear rubber gloves, because that fucked up vapor or mist they make gets in the air and it touches your skin. God, I hate them >_<.
I got a headache writing this...

Wednesday, 12 November 2008

Need for ink *_*

I always loved tattoos. I got my first one when I was 14 of 15, I'm not sure. It is like an addiction, once you get started, you want more and more of them. I already have like five, but I really would like to get some more.
Tattoos are a just a great kind of body art. I don't know, the more tattoos I have the more safe I feel, they are like some sort of a protective layer on my skin. It sounds strange, but it is like that. Each of my tattoos has a great value for me. I had my first one covered and I feel sorry for that one, it was part of me, well it still is underneath the new one, but I feel like I lost a tiny fracture of my personality by covering that old tattoo.

By the way, I have just one advice for everybody who did not turn 18 or let's say maybe even 20 yet, don't get tattooed too early, becuse teenagers change all the time, one day they want one thing, the other day something else, and a tattoo is something you have to wear for the rest of your life and it is very important that you feel comfortable with it. Jesus, i really sound like my mom now =]].

I would totally get my sleeves done as well, but I'm not quite sure about that, maybe I'll get a small one, just for the sake of knowing that I have one on my arm, maybe my wrist. (Mom, don't get anxious, it's just a plan =]).

Oh, and tattooed guys are like so hot, I always dreamed that my husband would be a rockstar, or just some dude playing in a band or a tattoo artist ^_^.

Anyway, bottom line is that tattoos are a great thing, just be careful what you choose.

Note: download or watch on Discovery Miami Ink or L.A. Ink (Kat von D rocks btw ^_^) or even London Ink and enjoy, great shows!


Tuesday, 11 November 2008

Pop Art ^_^

A brand new Andy Warhol exhibition is on show at the Hayward Gallery this winter, entitled Andy Warhol: Other Voices, Other Rooms. Looking at the works of this major 20th century artist from a new and fresh perspective, the Andy Warhol exhibition at the Southbank Centre is sure to be a big draw to fans of his art.

Yay ^_^. We're going to see that this weekend. Looking forward to it.

Friday, 7 November 2008

Borderline diaries O_O

So it's not a personality problem, it's just a behavioral "illness"... Why can't I stop acting all fucked up?! I want to make everything right, I try my best to accomplish that but I always mess up, it's like an evil side of me is doing everything instead of me... It's not enough that I am way too paranoid, now I have schizophrenic symptoms as well and I feel like I will go crazy again (probably I won't because I never did before, but still...).

What a great day! I probably will mess up tonight with the new guy too... because of trying too hard I guess... But I don't really care actually... or do I? O_o


Thursday, 6 November 2008

Slasher time ^_^

Slasher horror movies... Well if you are a fan of the genre, this movie will blow your mind. Not your everyday slasher I must say. The killing parts might be similar to those from Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Lake Dead, The Hills Have Eyes, Wrong Turn, Hostel and so on, however I really enjoyed it. It was one of the most beautiful love stories ever, until the strange ending... The whole story gives you a very romanticised, indie, goth-ish, glam death, porn kind of feeling, all in one. I won't spoil it for those of you who would like to watch it.

I think I just became a Jonathan Levine fan tonight. He did an exceptional job, not only because of the plot, but because of the great frames as well. I was really expecting a usual slasher, which is just fine after a tiring day of work. I thought it would offer me a hint of excitement, but enough of those scenes which would bore me, because of the overused themes. Well it was a really pleasant surprise ^_^.

So it's a must see! (but I emphasize it again, only for the slasher fans).

Good night! ^_^

Saturday, 1 November 2008


There is a funny thing about landing, the passangers applaude the captain. I don't see the point, it's like we went to see a theatre play or something. It is his job to get that plane safe on the ground. I don't get any applause when I translate a text.

So I wonder when a plane crashes and there are some survivors will they boo the captain for doing such a lousy job... O_o

All Hallows Eve O_o

Halloween is one of my favourite holidays. Last night we went out to celebrate it in the Lock Tavern with my friend. I dressed up as a zombie prom queen and she as a wicked witch.

It was one of the best parties I went to, great place, great people, so was the music, a mix of indie, electro, clash, glam rock and other goodies ^_^. We had a spooktacular time :D