Sunday, 29 March 2009

I Will Battle For The Sun... O_o

That's right my dears, the new Placebo song is out and the new album will be out in June!
Oh boy, oh boy, I'm so excited!
Mr. Molko is my killer, my lover... <3 <3 <3

Friday, 27 March 2009

Confessions... O_o

The other night we were talking about the fact that so many kids and scenesters listen to bands that we absolutely love and we don't love them because they are a must on a scenesters list... So the question was if it's lame to admit that we do listen to these bands...
Well, here it comes, I officially admit it that I love Green Day, Blink 182, Korn, Limp Bizkit, Linkin Park and so on! Bring on the nu metal baby! Oh and of course I loveeeeeeeeeeee screamo, mkay?
If we are at this chapter I also have to confess that I am a fan of Bill Kaulitz and he is hot. Period.
Rock on!

Tuesday, 24 March 2009

Withdrawal >_<

I'm terribly nervous these days, I cannot focus on anything and I have hundreds of thoughts waiting to make my brain explode. I change my mind in the last minute and then I start to panic! God I wish I could drink at least half a pint of cider >_<
I have to hang in there!!!


Monday, 23 March 2009


Seems like I did everything when I was 20... O_o

Saturday, 21 March 2009

Straight edge time ^_^

As many of you know I'm vegetarian and I don't smoke, I'm not a really big fan of drugs, I just drink. A lot.
I've got a cold for more than four days now, but I still went out last night and drank until I started calling people at five in the morning again dead drunk, not to mention the terrible hangover and my cold is worse than it was at the beginning. So this morning puts an end to all of this shit. Let's see how long I will last... Wish me luck!

Cheers! ^_^

Thursday, 19 March 2009

Emo moments >_<

When I decided to stop pretending I realized that I've lost myself in the meanwhile... so now I just want to be what I was when I wanted to be what I am now... Capisci? ^_^

The Wizard of Oz <3

I'm the biggest Wizard of Oz freak ever!!!

Sunday, 15 March 2009

The most outrageous thing!!! >_<

Taking Art TOO Far -Guillermo Vargas "Habacuc"
In the 2007, the ‘artist’ Guillermo Vargas Habacuc, took a dog from the street, he tied him to a rope in an art gallery, starving him to death.
For several days, the ‘artist’ and the visitors of the exhibition have watched emotionless the shameful ‘masterpiece’ based on the dog’s agony, until eventually he died.
But this is not all… the prestigious Visual Arts Biennial of Central America decided that the ‘installation’ was actually art, so that Guillermo Vargas Habacuc has been invited to repeat his cruel action for the biennial of 2008.
I just found out about this stupid ignorant idiot mofo, I cannot find words to describe him! I would tie him to a rope in a gallery and let him starve in his own shit and piss in the most terrible agony and I would pay an entrance fee to see this god damn bastard die in the worst possible way!!!! I'm not posting any pictures because it's just to cruel!
For all the people who love dogs and animals, get involved!!!

15th of March - Hungarian National Day ^_^

I never was a big fan of these celebrations, national days and what not, but today that I am away from home I feel the need to express my devotion to the Hungarian nation somehow...

Happy national day for all Hungarians all over the world!
And now let me be a bit cheesy and post a Wass Albert quote:
"Gond embernek lenni, igaz embernek meg kettőzött gond éppen. Igaz magyar embernek lenni pedig akkora teher, hogy aki sokat viseli, megerősödik."

Saturday, 14 March 2009

TIFF 2009 [Cluj-Napoca] *_*

As the submission deadline is over, the eighth edition of the Transilvania IFF (May 29 – June 7, Cluj-Napoca, Romania) is beginning to shape up. Over 250 films are expected to be screened in this year’s TIFF.
The opening gala on Friday, May 29, will be highlighted by the national premiere of Cristian Mungiu’s latest film, Tales from the Golden Age, a collection of Romanian urban legends from the communist era, written by Mungiu and directed by Ioana Uricaru, Hanno Hofer, Razvan Marculescu, Constantin Popescu and Cristian Mungiu.
Unlike 4 months, 3 weeks and 2 days, Tales from the Golden Age is a comedy based on the most hilarious Romanian urban legends of the 1980s, restoring the humour which helped most of Romanians survive the communist regime. The Tales include iconic moments from the childhood and youth of the 1965-1970 generations: singing the national anthem at the beginning of every school day, shouting in the streets whenever an official car would pass by, the happiness of sharing a banana on Christmas Eve, selling empty bottles for pocket money and many other.


Oh boy oh boy, can't wait for this year's filmfest, I'm definitely flying home in May, cannot miss it! ^_^ I'll be moving in the theaters for 10 days! I remember how we skipped class and went to see the films and I even skipped work with my boss last year. This year it will be nothing but films, all day long!

I know... *_*

You know I know someone who knows the girl who knows the guy that knows you, and the girl also knows the new girlfriend of that guy you dated and they all go out with the same people I used to go out a while ago, and a new guy is going out with them who apparently knows you and your sister and your sister's friend Jake who is said to be a cunt because he cheated on the girl who now goes out with your best friend...


The only good thing about hitting rock bottom is that you know that you cannot possibly get lower than that...

Weirdo O_o

Thursday, 12 March 2009

Deserted island dilemma *_*

Most people would take the Bible to a deserted island if they could pick only one thing. I would take the Wizard of Oz by L. Frank Baum! <3

Wednesday, 11 March 2009

Beautiful masterminds *_*

Fifteen people have been killed by a teenage gunman who went on a rampage in south-west Germany, officials say. Among the dead were nine pupils, eight of them girls, and three teachers at the Albertville secondary school in the town of Winnenden, north of Stuttgart.
The gunman, a 17-year-old former pupil named as Tim Kretschmer, entered the school at about 0930 (0830 GMT) in black combat gear and began shooting. He fled in a stolen car, but killed himself after being cornered by police.
Officials said he was an ordinary pupil who had received good reports from school.

[ March 2009]

He must have watched Elephant... I wonder when they will blame it on television or on the censors or on the Internet... Well frankly I wouldn't blame it on anyone or anything... Teenagers have all kinds of scenes in their heads, some of them have the gutts to carry out their ideas, some of them don't. Death and suicide and everything gory for that matter has become such a glam thing in our days. The cult of death is the new black!
Anyway this 17-year-old kid must have had a pretty good reason to run amok like crazy, it's a shame though that he had to die too before even having the chance to explain his motivation.
I'm not saying that it's totally fine what he did, but if we analyse it from a different angle it might make sense [yes, i am on the madman's side:P]. He created art, macabre art [if we exclude the human factors, such as the devastation the families must have felt by losing their loved ones in such a tragic way].
Don't think I'm a total freak, I'm not the only one who considers massacres romanticised. In Romanian literature there is a historical writing called Alexandru Lapusneanu by Costache Negruzzi. It presents the way this ruler slashed 47 noblemen and placed their heads in a pyramidal shape. This writing is a compulsory one in Romanian high schools. I think I don't need to add anything else here...
Bottom line is that I am fascinated by the psychology of serial killers and people who run amok. They are geniuses...

Tuesday, 10 March 2009

Don't call, don't text, don't send mails, save your time >_<

"This was one of those situations where you know you’ll regret what you’re about to do, but you know you’re going to do it anyway. I had that feeling a lot. When I thought about it, I couldn’t remember ever not having it."— Jerry Stahl, Perv—A Love Story

Childhood memories <3

I am chasing past feelings like crazy. I wish I could see the sunset from my grandparents' big hall window at least once more, while the kitchen smells like pancakes with peach marmalade. I wish I could sit in the garden chair again with my dog and listen to the noise of the summer bugs while it gets dark. I wish I could wake up and go out in the garden barefoot, wearing nothing but my pyjamas, climb up the apple tree and read a book. I wish my grandparents were young again...

Monday, 9 March 2009

I am totally fine mkay? ^_^

Thank you for your kind concern, but stop telling me that my blog is becoming emo, I just had some bad days! I am fine, everything is okay, I have everything under control and frankly I don't give a damn about fake ass people who are there only when they feel like it! Burnnnnnnn!

Lots of love to all my old and new friends!

Sunday, 8 March 2009

Hottest Rock Stars *_*

1. Tommy Lee of Motley Crue [the ultimate bad boy ^_^]

2. Nikki Sixx of Motley Crue [lucky Kat von D :P]

3. Dave Navarro of Jane's Addiction

4. Craig Mabbit of Escape the Fate

5. Oliver Sykes of Bring Me The Horizon

6. Brian Molko of Placebo

7. Davey Havok of AFI

8. Marilyn Manson

9. Jared Leto of 30 Seconds to Mars

10. Ville Vallo of HIM


I am starting to get convinced that I am looking for something inexistent, thus the constant heartache... it's all in my head...

Saturday, 7 March 2009

Contemplating Reiko O_o

My favourite gory animations ever ^_^
Check out!

Lost... O_o

I reallys shouldn't text people drunk at 3.30 in the morning! >_<

Diagnosis: lost and confused

Treatment: fly home for 10 whole days and calm the fuck down!

Wednesday, 4 March 2009

Comfortably numb *_*

The time for a significant change has come, I have the oportunity and I will take advantage of it, because I am getting used to a situation I don't exactly like. I need to move on as soon as possible, otherwise it will become very difficult. And I can finally adopt a new puppy then!!! ^_^
I know it doesn't make too much sense to you, but I just had to get it out =]


P.S. Btw, Humpty Dumpty was pushed!!!

Financial crisis hits Heaven O_o

Due to the current financial crisis facing the world, the light at the end of the tunnel will be switched off until further notice to save on electricity costs.
Yours sincerely,

Tuesday, 3 March 2009

Halloweentown O_o

I love the fact that there are gory little parties on a regular basis here. You can dress up every now and then without having to wait for Halloween. Slasher's Night, Graveyard Bash, Afterlife Party, you name it!
So I'll get out the filmblood and my spooky Halloween dress [it's rather trashy to be perfectly honest :P], put a grim smile on and have a hell of a good weekend! [I don't care if it's only Tuesday! :P]

Night night!

Sunday, 1 March 2009

Underage high school boys in uniforms ^_^

There just is something about them... :P

Spring ^_^

I hate the transition from winter to summer, which is widely known as spring, but still, it has been allright so far.

Hope everyone has a lovely first spring day and lots and lots of love for all my readers!