Friday, 17 April 2009

Blaaaaank O_o

I always get what I want and then I lose it as fast as I get it... Life is so unfair... Sometimes I wish I would be more careful what I wish for...
I can't even enjoy things because I know that the consequences will hurt me... And the sad part is that I am the only one to blame for my unfortunate choices... oh yeah, and I don't stop when I still can, I just go on knowing that it will suck big time in the end... Fuck it and fuck every little scumbag!
And I thought that the lack of alcohol will make me avoid doing stupid things, well it didn't. It was just a regular trashy Friday night, but this time it was bittersweet or better yet sweet/bitter. Things won't be different, I am conscious of that, so I won't fool myself anymore.
If there would be only one single asshole left on this planet, I'm sure he would find me...
[High on Red Bull]


  1. Let's face it. We are attracted to get the single ones I get the committed ones...


  2. no, this one was comitted actually :D