Annoying O_x

First of all being pregnant is a really cool, even if there are some days when it can cause quite a great discomfort, but it's worth every second of it. Now, the attitude of some people towards a pregnant woman can be absolutely horrible and annoying to say the least.

Never ever tell a pregnant woman that she's huge, she's not huge, she has a baby of the size of a watermelon in her belly, the only thing that's huge is the difference from being fat or massive or whatever. I actually got to the point when I was sporting a tee saying: I'm not fat, I'm pregnant.

You might not know, but it's a superpower to grow babies in your womb, I bet all the ignorant people who say these absolutely ridiculous comments don't even have one to begin with. We rock moms! ^_^

Also touching and even kissing the belly. Why on earth would you want to do that? As long as I don't walk around touching other people's bellies, I don't see what entitles anyone to do so just because there is a baby inside. What I do when someone just jumps in front af me and starts rubbing my belly I just do the same to them, which causes an awkward situation and some of them actually get the point. On the other hand at least some have the decency and ask before they do it. Anyway my opinion on this is that rubbing a pregnant woman's belly is like rubbing the hunch of the Hunchback of Notre Dame just becuse it's there. Not very nice.

When are you due, is it a boy or a girl, what are you naming him/her, are you afraid of giving birth, does it push you really bad, can you still walk and so on, everyday questions from so many people and it sucks out all of my energy. I am not an invalid, yes I still can walk perfectly fine and do everything as before. As for the rest of the questions, give me a break, would you? It's like asking someone when their birtday is or what their name is every single day. It is annoying trust me. I know that most of them mean well, but if you want to be helpful and nice to a mom, just leave her alone with these questions, comments and the belly rubbing routine. Being sensitive about it is the key.

Oh well, at least I got it out of my system.

Toodles! ^_^

About birds and bees ^_^

I have been away for long... I'm still away, up in the clouds, never wanting to come down to this strange place some people call Earth. I am happy, never been this happy in my life I think, yet the word that controls my life is stress. He's no better, he's more stressed than I am, even when we decide not to be aware that it's there. It will pass. Soon.

I blame this stress monster or intense superstition and negative thoughts for not wanting to buy baby clothes or not wanting to let the world know that she is about to arrive. Soon. Soon you will know. Soon it's Summer. ^_^

Toodles!

November rain and borderline relationships... O_o

I know it's been ages since I last wrote for the simple reason that my cyberlife is losing to my real life.

I met a boy. He's my male version and I knew it straight away that that there is quite a big chance that he is the one. This post is dedicated to him.

From time to time in a relationship or in a pseudorelationship things tend to be sweet or bitter or better yet a bittersweetish mixture of happiness, sorrow, disappointment, hopelessness, endless extasy and so on, . Being borderline about it won't do too much good. This time it is so strange, because I'm not the only one trying to hang on to something in a desperate manner, which sooner or later screws up everything and leaves me with nothing. It's two of us this time. I find it hard to express my feelings, he doesn't. It scares me, usually I tend to run when the other one's affection towards me becomes owerwhelming and slightly much too handle, in the same way as I used to chase away so many people by being straight forward and a little pushy I dare say.

Still we're two of a kind and I shouldn't be scared, I've found what I've been looking for for ages, however I think the timing was perfect, we both had more than enough time to experience all sorts of crazy things without a guilty conscience that by doing these things severe consequences will follow.

Anyway, every mnute seems like an eternity when spent alone.

My feelings are like a rollercoaster at the moment, but I'm sure I will be able to sort that one out, too.

All I want is to stop worrying about senseless things and start living and start being happy instead of being paranoid all the time.

Yours forever and ever (or at least for 20 years =]])

Small talk o_o

-Do you still believe what boys tell you?
-No. Do you still believe what girls tell you?
-No.
-Then we are two of a kind.

Later...

-You know, we have a ghost in the house.
-Really? We had a ghost in our flat once, too.
-I believe in ghosts and stuff.
-So do I. I thought you were a bit weird, but now I think you're cool.

Friends <3

Warning! Cheesy statement coming up!

My close friends are like stars, sometimes I can't see them, but I know that they are there!

On the other hand when I see them after a long time they make me feel more alive than I could ever imagine, even if we're just vegging out on the couch and listen to music...

Love you guys very very much!

x

X_x

It's not fresh, it's dead for crying out loud!

Think again about your choices! If you don't have the heart to eat this baby chick, stop eating meat!

Michael was innocent! >_<

MJ was a big kid in a grown man's body. There is absolutely nothing wrong with that! I understand perfectly his need for spending some time with boys. What the hell, I love spending time with little girls and you don't see anyone pressing charges against me and my outrageous behaviour, simply because it's absolutely normal!

Kids have this magic ability to make you feel like one of them once more. When I play with the little girls from my family I just feel like I'm their age again, and it's so much fun to play without a care in the world and to actually be able to forget the stress of everyday life for a short time.

I absolutely hate all the ignorant bastards who just can't mind their own business! Get a life!

So who's bad now, huh? :P

May you rest in peace Michael! The world loves you!

R.I.P. Michael Jackson! =[

Michael Jackson died a few hours ago of an alleged heart attack. He was 50 and was planning his comeback in London at the O2. Speechless...
May he rest in piece(s). Sorry! The nose made me write that...
All jokes aside, I'm deeply sorry, he was one of my childhood heroes...

O_o

When people call me childish, I take it as a compliment even though they ment to criticise me...
Oh well, toodles! ^_^

The story of the annoying bird >_<

I am a big animal rights supporter, but there is one bird that annoys the eff out of me! Every single night for the past week it insists on chirping on the very tree in front of my window and it goes on for hours. If I only had a slingshot...

Shoes shoes shoes *_*

Sorry another post with pics of gorgeous heels <3

meat.org

Because you are what you eat! Meet your meat and think again! You could save hundreds of animals by becoming vegetarian or vegan.

Prince Charming O_x

He has a great sense of humor and is fun to hang out with, crazy boy!

He is absolutely beautiful and has a great style, all the girls want a piece of him, he put cool in the dictionary.

He is the best lover in the world, he makes me feel like a princess.

He is extremely clever and we can talk about anything from Shakespeare to Freud to parallel universes.

He likes the same music and films that I do.

I'm in love with all five of them... X_X

Tearless times O_O

Sometimes everyone feels the need to cry, it can be a huge relief... Go ahead label me emo, I couldn't give a rat's ass to be honest! Anyway my tears got stuck and when I listened to this RHCP song, a few of them managed to leave my eyes :P

Do you smell like a girl when you smile, too? ^_^

Enjoy this gorgeous AMV!

My favourite poem of all times [Hungarian]

ADY ENDRE (1877-1919):
Lédával a bálban

Sikolt a zene, tornyosul, omlik
Parfümös, boldog, forró, ifju pára
S a rózsakoszorús ifjak, leányok
Rettenve néznek egy fekete párra.

"Kik ezek?" S mi bús csöndben belépünk.
Halál-arcunk sötét fátyollal óvjuk
S hervadt, régi rózsa-koszoruinkat
A víg teremben némán szerte-szórjuk.

Elhal a zene s a víg teremben
Téli szél zúg s elalusznak a lángok.
Mi táncba kezdünk és sírva, dideregve
Rebbennek szét a boldog mátka-párok.

1907

Puppies <3

I want a puppy or two or three or a hundred soooooo much!

Happy Children's Day! ^_^

Happy Children's Day to all the kids and to all the grown-ups who never actually grew up ^_^

Drag Me To Hell >_<

Christine Brown has a good job, a great boyfriend, and a bright future. But in three days, she's going to hell.

I can honestly say that it's the best horror flick in ages. Raimi did an absolutely marvellous job. It is the film that scares the crap out of you and makes you laugh, sometimes at the same time. It got very positive reviews, I mean how could it not when it is a masterpiece! Period.

One of the rottentomatoes.com review goes like this:

So, no, if you're looking for a modern classic -- something that's going to creepy-crawl under your skin like "Pan's Labyrinth," or "The Others," or "The Ring" or "The Sixth Sense" -- sorry. This bit of ghoulish, gory black comedy doesn't deliver on that level (mostly because it doesn't want to).
But if you're not looking for a coolly creepy, elegantly eerie classic -- if all you want are shocks and bumps and screams and laughs and a couple of they-did-NOT-just-show-that jawdroppers -- then "Drag Me To Hell" is definitely the funhouse ride for you.

When the film ended I rushed to the loo with some fellow scared girlies. The lights were off and we could see the silhouette of an old lady with a head scarf on, just like the gypsy from the film. We ran out of that toilet like crazy.Talking about mass hysteria huh?! :P

Well, after all we're all going to hell eventually...

Professor Stephen Hawking *_*

I must have been living in a nuthshell for most of my teenage years, or simply I am becoming a belated geek, no idea...

I started reading Professor Stephen Hawking's A Brief History of Time yesterday, and it is simply amazing! I've never been a big fan of physics, but Prof. Hawking's book made me want to find out more about black holes and parallel universes, as most of the things I know are just a bunch of educated guesses. I can't stop reading and rereading parts of this book, it makes my jaw drop literally!

Strange, that as I grow older I am eager to find out more and I finally admit (to myself mostly) that my knowledge can be enriched so much more by reading all the books I haven't read, because I had more important things to do, like getting wasted and having hangovers which kept me in bed for a whole day. I can't believe I'm actually writing this! :P

[www.hawking.org.uk]

I am posting a part of an episode of Dexter's Lab. Figure it out yourselves! =]]

My Neighbor Totoro <3

Miyazaki's animes are absolutely brilliant!

My Neighbor Totoro, Howl's Moving Castle, Princess Mononoke, Kiki's Delivery Service, Spirited Away are just a few worth watching!

This bit is one of my favourites ^_^